Thursday, February 26, 2009
i guess it's over?.
"Semicolon-P" is dead.
it was your decision,
and i respected it.
love after all,
is a two-sided thing.
and yea,
it's tentative as well.
sigh.
for three whole months,
all i did was wait.
you didn't have the time,
to meet or call me.
even when i called you,
you wouldn't pick them up.
you told me not to worry,
and you turned your phone off.
how could i not worry?.
i always hoped,
that you would find time for me.
but i never blamed you,
for being so busy.
your msn status,
has always been busy.
i never knew,
what you would be doing.
3 months was long enough.
i don't wish to wait,
another 8 months,
until your O's are over.
without meeting you,
or even hearing your voice.
no i don't want a cyber r/s!.
i guess you're right,
it's best i give you up.
as i don't wanna get hurt again.
i knew this day would come,
when you started to care less.
i myself didn't know,
where i was in your heart.
until now,
you're still keeping a lot from me.
and i guess,
i'll never get to know.
your love for me,
has vanished.
the goodnight messages,
you never fail to send me,
every single night.
making me smile,
before i end every day.
i will definitely miss them.
though it has only been three months,
there were memories.
i won't say much,
but there were.
i guess it ends here.
when i removed your picture,
tears rolled down my eyes.
it all ended,
just like that.
sigh.
all i can say is,
goodbye "Semicolon-P"!.
thanks for everything.
thanks for everything.
D.E.T.E.R.M.I.N.A.T.I.O.N
