It's amazing how LOVE can gain control and take over a person's mind.

Thursday, February 26, 2009

i guess it's over?.
"Semicolon-P" is dead.
it was your decision,
and i respected it.
love after all,
is a two-sided thing.
and yea,
it's tentative as well.
sigh.
for three whole months,
all i did was wait.
you didn't have the time,
to meet or call me.
even when i called you,
you wouldn't pick them up.
you told me not to worry,
and you turned your phone off.
how could i not worry?.
i always hoped,
that you would find time for me.
but i never blamed you,
for being so busy.
your msn status,
has always been busy.
i never knew,
what you would be doing.
3 months was long enough.
i don't wish to wait,
another 8 months,
until your O's are over.
without meeting you,
or even hearing your voice.
no i don't want a cyber r/s!.
i guess you're right,
it's best i give you up.
as i don't wanna get hurt again.
i knew this day would come,
when you started to care less.
i myself didn't know,
where i was in your heart.
until now,
you're still keeping a lot from me.
and i guess,
i'll never get to know.
your love for me,
has vanished.
the goodnight messages,
you never fail to send me,
every single night.
making me smile,
before i end every day.
i will definitely miss them.
though it has only been three months,
there were memories.
i won't say much,
but there were.
i guess it ends here.
when i removed your picture,
tears rolled down my eyes.
it all ended,
just like that.
sigh.
all i can say is,
goodbye "Semicolon-P"!.
thanks for everything.

thanks for everything.

D.E.T.E.R.M.I.N.A.T.I.O.N

It's amazing how LOVE can gain control and take over a person's mind.

一颗心属于一个人
在爱情里什么算公平
爱得深也伤的深
是不是罪免了自己
一颗心属于我自己
爱情里找不到公平
而当你最后选择了逃避
我学会不公平
本来就不公平

D.E.T.E.R.M.I.N.A.T.I.O.N

It's amazing how LOVE can gain control and take over a person's mind.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

3:56PM
1556 HOURS
BISHAN VIEW
IT'S RAINING SUPER HEAVILY
ALL OF A SUDDEN
I LOVE THE SOUND OF THUNDER
LIGHTNINGS ARE BEAUTIFUL
THE GUST OF THE WIND IS SO STRONG
I CANNOT EVEN SEE THE BLOCK OPPOSITE
DROPLETS ENTERED THROUGH THE WINDOW
AND LANDED ON THE SCREEN OF MY LAPTOP
MY WHOLE CORRIDOR
IT'S FLOODED WITH RAIN
RAIN WATER ENTERED THE MAIN DOOR
SHOES ARE WET
PLANTS HAVE DIED
FOR YEARS
I HAVE NEVER SEEN SUCH A RAIN
KNOW WHAT
I'M PRAYING FOR A THUNDERSTORM
EVERY SINGLE DAY
NIGHT AS WELL
I'LL NEVER WANT IT TO STOP

just let me cry in the rain
;'C

D.E.T.E.R.M.I.N.A.T.I.O.N

It's amazing how LOVE can gain control and take over a person's mind.

Monday, February 23, 2009

eric is sad
crying
couldn't get to sleep last night
tried blasting music into his ears
slept at 4 plus
thanks piggy, hubby, debbie, kelly
sem 2 results calmed me down this morning
i'm alright i guess..

jealousy kills

D.E.T.E.R.M.I.N.A.T.I.O.N

It's amazing how LOVE can gain control and take over a person's mind.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

can anyone please tell me
what is "LOVE"
and what "TRUE LOVE" is
if there's "TRUE LOVE", doesn't it make "LOVE" false
or is there "FALSE LOVE"
"LOVE" <- is it tentative
what is "FIRST LOVE" then
if "LOVE" isn't tentative, wouldn't everyone be with their "FIRST LOVE"
so, what is "LOVE"
if "LOVE" is tentative, why bother loving

i live to die..

D.E.T.E.R.M.I.N.A.T.I.O.N

It's amazing how LOVE can gain control and take over a person's mind.

Friday, February 20, 2009

HEY SORRY PEOPLE!. i had to go M.I.A for 1 week.. cos some bloody thing happened to my internet connection!. *&^%$#@! lucky ytd my cousin came over to my place to help me with the bloody router.. did some MAC filter.. and ta da!. i'm online again..

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Jiaren'♥- baby my internet connection died on me soon just after valentines day!. haha.. must be go on date uh.. kuku connection, go on date 1 week never tell me.. T.T

rebecca - PIGGY!. my internet okay adi!!. thank you thank you~ haha.. anyway next time we can do free hugs together.. (; last week you not free cannot pei us.. X;

Jerlinda - yes that "yap" is Mr Yap Yuheng.. LOL!. i know my blog rotting.. i no chance to use the internet what.. ;P

yap - ROFL.. she always bully me de.. everytime OI me, and scold me also!. help me!!!!!.

Chew - idiot?. ._. lols i will update on free hugs soon.. stay tuned~

someone - nice hair, thanks!. (; haha..

ba0beii ♥ - which one, you mean my blog song?. yea i love it a lot!. ;D

okay i will update about free hugs day very soon!. it was a success!!. thanks to those who helped out, and those who camme down to support!. ;D really appreciate it!.

i'm starting to love the weekends!.
i miss you~

D.E.T.E.R.M.I.N.A.T.I.O.N

It's amazing how LOVE can gain control and take over a person's mind.

Monday, February 09, 2009

This year(2009) Free Hug Day will take place Internationally at 00:01 on Friday February 13 until 00:00 (midnight) on Saturday February 14, at each country's respective times.

- quoted from "http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Free_hugs"

this year "Free Hugs Day" is on the 13th of Feburary,
which is THIS COMING FRIDAY!!. ;P

"The first person who stopped, tapped me on the shoulder and told me how her dog had just died that morning. How that morning had been the one year anniversary of her only daughter dying in a car accident. How what she needed now, when she felt most alone in the world, was a hug. I got down on one knee, we put our arms around each other and when we parted, she was smiling."

- Juann Mann

"Free Hugs Campaign" in Singapore!!.
it's 2006 if i'm not wrong.. ^^"
who's interested?!. ^^Y

do visit http://www.freehugscampaign.org/ for more detials..

D.E.T.E.R.M.I.N.A.T.I.O.N

It's amazing how LOVE can gain control and take over a person's mind.

Saturday, February 07, 2009

many say that one realises his folly only upon death.. yet how many people see death impending towards them?. the memories, love and passion for life of a young 17 year old, Lovynn Kan, has been painstakingly penned down into the lyrics of the song 最后一次(Zui Hou Yi Ci), meaning (one last time), for the very last time for everyone and it would be the moment before their lives fold into an end.. remember the thoughts that evoke upon listening to the song, for no one knows when his or her last moment may be, when they may see their loved ones again or even when they may lose them.. may this song make you realise how important the people around you are, friends, family or even strangers.. for without them, life wouldn't be complete..

Before I close my eyes for the last time
I wish to tell you I love you
In your embrace, don't wish to let go
In my heart, thousands of words I have yet to tell you
I used all my strength to keep my eyes from closing
After this farewell, there will be no more meetings, no more can I be by your side
But please don't forget
You promised me you will live on as well as you can

I'm leaving first, leaving for a faraway place
I won't be able to watch the sunrise with you anymore
I won't be able to wait for dawn
Erasing all the memories, is not an easy thing
But life & death are predestined, don't be too sad

I'll always love you

在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使劲全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇不能再陪你
但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

先走了去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出
等不到天亮
所有回忆没去却并不容易
生死由天决定不要太伤心

我永远爱你

D.E.T.E.R.M.I.N.A.T.I.O.N

It's amazing how LOVE can gain control and take over a person's mind.

Thursday, February 05, 2009

always love your loved ones and show them how you feel before it's too late..
you will never know when they will be gone from your embrace..
if you were given a time to bestow petals of everlasting compassion and love to your loved ones, today is the day..

love them while they are still here

D.E.T.E.R.M.I.N.A.T.I.O.N

It's amazing how LOVE can gain control and take over a person's mind.

i have been waking up very late the past few days, but i am exceptionally early this morning!. thanks to baby, i slept at 12 and woke up at 8.. (; and i feel so much better!. argh, sleeping at 4 and waking up at 2 was a total headache for me.. X;

okay i'm like watching animal planet right now, and the F*CKING hornet looks so damn poisonous.. omg if it were to sting me, i made sure i f*&^%$#@! its whole family.. ._. *changes channel.. yay i shall watch "poseidon" ^^ was talking to JingTing about it just 2 days ago.. hiak hiak

currently waiting for baby's text..
yes baby,
♥ I am loved.
♥ I have crapped w you.
♥ I love you.
♥ I know you love me too.
thanks for making me smile!. ;D

baby
not you, not me
but WE, write our future
without you or me
we will never have one
it takes 2 person to love
like how it takes for 2 hands to clap
baby
we will take each others hand
and walk this journey together
i ♥ you

9:18am

D.E.T.E.R.M.I.N.A.T.I.O.N

It's amazing how LOVE can gain control and take over a person's mind.

Sunday, February 01, 2009

This is what Baby♥ wrote for me.
Supposingly the testimonial I'm gna receive this year :
Zhang Yi Eric. Hey pupil, I fell in love with your name as I typed each letter. I'm determined to name my son this next time. I hope you won't call me a copycat. Sigh, why do you have so much potential and clever braincells. If only Elbert Einstein could climb up from his grave and conpete with you. He'll be owned by you. Even the dead are crying. Cause Eric owns. It's a pleasure teaching you pervertic stuffs which you applied it to Jiaren. What an efficient learner. Rock on, pupil. Love her more, :]"
If this is the case, I guess I'll never be employed for the rest of my life. ;D

ain't she cute?. haha.. wrote one for her as well!. ;P
baby i actually realised something about us..
ask me what it is if you wanna know!.
i going to have my lunch le!, HUNGRY~
i ♥ my baby

D.E.T.E.R.M.I.N.A.T.I.O.N

It's amazing how LOVE can gain control and take over a person's mind.