Sunday, March 29, 2009
can't wait for MONDAY!.
camp dry run~ morning
BTT~ evening
class chalet~ night
YAY!. i'm all hyped up.
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was looking around the house and i happened to saw this. ^^
a little something i made for mummy,
during 2001 mothers' day!. ;P
it had been 8 years~. aww. *touched
guess what's inside. (;
ROFL!.
LOOK!, t's a cute little PIG!,
made of plasticine. X;
always thought my mom was born in the year of the pig.
actually i was wrong. ._.
but it's alright,
mom loved it though!. ;D
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Jerlinda - yes mam. looking for me uh?. ._. STUPID-ier hubby!.
JUNRU - lols. bored then come find me hor. ;P
VanessaW - ya luhh, lusa nothing to say can. ); everything you say is right.
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Friday, March 27, 2009
VanessaW - LOL!, you train till so tired, then vent anger on me. okay you good. you winer luhh hor.
k E L L Y ♥ - haha. i am robin hoodie~. shoots apple on your head, miss then kena your eye, now swollen right?. ;P
CHEW - lols what cheater!. ._. i didn't okay. anyway how's your fries?, taste like zombie?. o.O
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Thursday, March 26, 2009
so here i am, once again. C;
alright i'm gonna share with you,
MY PET!. O.O
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wondering why it hasn't been rotting after so long?.
check out this video -> The ultimate Mc Donald's experience
i decided to carry out a test after watching it. ^^Y
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Wednesday, March 25, 2009
JUNRU - lols, replied~. ^^"
k E L L Y ♥ - *scared!!!. haha. i missed the apple, on your head!. ;D
sun.moon.stars - the video on "signs"?. ;P very amazing right!.
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Monday, March 23, 2009
if you do have 12 minutes to spare,
please click HERE!.
if not, just forget about it. (;
tags replied!. (;
VanessaW - LOL!. why lea, you jealous right?. i know you call me sexy. ;D thanks uh.
berlin - alright thanks!. (; linked you up~.
debbs - i'm not letting it die. ._. every day also got at least a post hor. (;
tiings - really?!. my youngest uncle is sec 1 this year. haha!. ;P
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Sunday, March 22, 2009
*this is not a true story. it's a piece of inspirational fiction by John W. Schlatter that was published in the best-selling book Chicken Soup For the Soul.
WWWone day, when i was a freshman in high school, i saw a kid from my class walking home from school. his name was Kyle. it looked like he was carrying all of his books. i thought to myself, "why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday?, he must really be a nerd."
WWWi had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so i shrugged my shoulders and went on. as i was walking, i saw a bunch of kids running toward him. they ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. his glasses went flying, and i saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him. he looked up and i saw this terrible sadness in his eyes, my heart went out to him.
WWWso, i jogged over to him as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and i saw a tear in his eye. as i handed him his glasses, i said, "those guys are jerks." they really should get lives. he looked at me and said, "hey thanks!."
WWWthere was a big smile on his face. it was one of those smiles that showed real gratitude. i helped him pick up his books, and asked him where he lived. as it turned out, he lived near me, so i asked him why i had never seen him before. he said he had gone to private school before now.
WWWi would have never hung out with a private school kid before. we talked all the way home, and i carried some of his books. he turned out to be a pretty cool kid.
i asked him if he wanted to play a little football with my friends. he said yes. we hung out all weekend and the more i got to know Kyle, the more i liked him, and my friends thought the same of him.
WWWmonday morning came, and there was Kyle with the huge stack of books again. i stopped him and said, "boy, you are gonna really build some serious muscles with this pile of books everyday!." he just laughed and handed me half the books.
WWWover the next four years, Kyle and i became best friends. when we were seniors we began to think about college. Kyle decided on Georgetown and i was going to Duke. i knew that we would always be friends, that the miles would never be a problem. he was going to be a doctor and i was going for business on a football scholarship.
WWWKyle was valedictorian of our class. i teased him all the time about being a nerd. he had to prepare a speech for graduation. i was so glad it wasn't me having to get up there and speak.
WWWgraduation day, i saw Kyle. he looked great. he was one of those guys that really found himself during high school. he filled out and actually looked good in glasses. he had more dates than i had and all the girls loved him. boy, sometimes i was jealous!.
WWWtoday was one of those days. i could see that he was nervous about his speech. so, i smacked him on the back and said, "hey, big guy, you'll be great!."
WWWhe looked at me with one of those looks (the really grateful one) and smiled. "thanks!," he said.
WWWas he started his speech, he cleared his throat, and began: "graduation is a time to thank those who helped you make it through those tough years. your parents, your teachers, your siblings, maybe a coach...but mostly your friends. i am here to tell all of you that being a friend to someone is the best gift you can give them. i am going to tell you a story."
WWWi just looked at my friend with disbelief as he told the first day we met. he had planned to kill himself over the weekend. he talked of how he had cleaned out his locker so his Mom wouldn't have to do it later and was carrying his stuff home.
WWWhe looked hard at me and gave me a little smile. "thankfully, i was saved. my friend saved me from doing the unspeakable."
WWWi heard the gasp go through the crowd as this handsome, popular boy told us all about his weakest moment. i saw his Mom and dad looking at me and smiling that same grateful smile. not until that moment did i realize it's depth.
with one small gesture you can change a person's life.
for better or for worse.
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Saturday, March 21, 2009
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Friday, March 20, 2009
and i have nothing to do.
am fucking off to sleep,
after replying to my tags.
Wlfred - yes, i left the best for the last!. FTW right. (; hee, i still wanna congrats you uh, *shakes hand.
kELLY - haha. am gonna reply you now!. ;P sorry couldn't tag you yesterday, had some camp stuff in school.
MICS ! - yes hi-5!. ;D shall work hard together next sem!. (;
Michelle - don't want. i've been through E3, no way i'm entering E side again. am happy with W2!. ^^Y haha!.
alright, i'm off!. (;
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Thursday, March 19, 2009
some of the games were fun though,
the others were alright. (;
aiya, objective of camp is to make friend mah.
and camp, sure get dirty one mah.
as in when you participate in the games and stuff. ._.
alright i just hope the year ones will enjoy the camp. ;D
okay camp aside,
main thing is that we are able to see our year 2 classmates alrd!.
just go to http://photo.yandao.com/step2.php and log in. (;
*page is currently down
try and try and try till you manage to get in!. ;D
if really cannot then go http://yandao.com ba. ;P
yay i have 2 good friends in my class!. ^^Y
michelle.Lee and desmond.Lim~.
derrick.Aw and andrew.Lau are also in my class!. ;P
edmund knows no one in his class,
i know 7 people in michelle yeo's class,
and wilfred's class has NO GIRLS!. FTW!.
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Gabriellusion - yupp i will, thanks!. ;D hope to see you soon.
...... - lol!. mad?. (;
passerby - replied!.
hello - hee, thanks~. ^^Y
Michelle - ROFL!. then can celebrate every birthday with you right?. see i'm so smart. LOL~. i know SO MANY ppl from your class. o.O
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Wednesday, March 18, 2009
revathy - oh okay, so you're on the younger side of the generation. i'm on the older side. the best part is my grandma's becoming a great-grandmother, and my great-grandmother's becoming a great-great-grandmother!.
jie (: - yes mam!. i'm replying now. haha, i will de~. thanks jie. you too k?.
Joey - lol, replied!.
sky - thanks a lot!. you too alrights~. (;
rebecca (: Piggy <3 - yes piggy!. i've been really happy this few days. PLENTY MORE TO COME!. 2 camps and 1 chalet, i'm so gonna ;DDDDDDDD
Michelle, - really uh?. don't bluff me lea. ); wait he/she not born on 9th oct how?.
ed - i where got hyper?. i just cannot wait, can. ;P
Edlyn(: - *feels forehead
shiwen - lol!. go fishing then. (; i'm not a fisherman though, but i LOVE fishing!. ;D
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Tuesday, March 17, 2009
great-grandma right?.
so what do you call your great-grandma's mother?.
great-great-grandma?. o.O
okay i started thinking about the complexity,
of my father's side of the family while i was having a conversation with my aunt just now.
she was like: "imagine mother and daughter giving bith together."
haha. true enough, my great-grandma and my grandma gave birth together.
great-grandma gave birth to 1st baby(my grandma) at 1938,
great-grandma gave birth to 10th baby(granduncle) at 1958,
grandma gave birth to aunt at 1958.
*okay here's where the generation gap came. X;
daddy's 2nd child(me) arived at 1990.
granduncle's 2nd child(cuzzie) arrived at 1993.
cuzzie = my aunt = YOUNGER THAN ME!.
daddy and cuzzie = COUSINS
*according to generation
1st generation = great-grandma
2nd generation = grandma/granduncle(1st to 10th)
3rd generation = aunt/uncle,(cuzzie is one of them!.)
4th generation = me/kor/mei....
(*i guess until this point, all your reactions = O.o"?.)
complicated right!. ;D
okay wait there's more.
wonder why we had this conversation today?.
that's because my cousin's baby will arrive this year!.
estimated time oct 2009. (;
THAT MEANS I WILL BE AN UNCLE SOON!.
okay i know, so what. ._.
but but!, cousin's baby will be calling my great-grandma,
GREAT-GREAT-GRANDMA!.
i can't wait to see great-great-grandma and great-great-grandson/daughter take photo together!!!!!!!!!!!. :DDDDDDD
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Monday, March 16, 2009
met her around 3 at tpy.
trained down to city hall and walked to msq.
oh ya before that,
i did something that i was very pround of!.
guess what,
i helped an old auntie open her bottle of Evian. X;
cos she struggled for like 6 minutes,
and i decided that i should help her. ;D
reached msq and we bought 2 tickets to "coming soon".
*someone cannot watch "my bloody valentine 3D" uh, (M18).
ROFL. "coming soon" was rated NC16. (;
tix bought, had subway for lunch-dinner.
while i was eating, i looked up and saw this poster.
"10% off, produce GV marina tickets" ._.
i was like wth luhh. nvm, order alrd.
after eating, still had 1 hour before our movie.
so we decided to walk over to suntec. (;
did nothing much, laughed a lot though.
yueting = laughing queen sia. X;
arrived back at msq, walked pass mus, saw gwen working.
walked in and she was attending to 2 customers,
so i decided not to disturb her.
anyway movie was starting soon, so i left.
she called me after that, talked about some camp stuff.
*movie started
alright the movie was indeed better than "shutter" and "alone".
i haven't watch 4bia, so ya.
i was really satisfied with "coming soon".
*thumbs up!.
scary is scary luhh, but not to the extend.
this production was more to the funny side.
all the scary scenes, really can laugh luhh!. ;D
guys if you want some laughter,
catch "coming soon". (;
after the movie, we could not decide where to go.
walked to esplanade, enjoyed the view of the city,
ended up at the bus stop, decided to bus home.
so we took 56 back to tpy.
alighted beside the interchange,
was talking about 40th storey on the way there.
so i thought, why not go up and take a look.
i went to buy old chang kee,
yueting went to xfer money.
walked over to block 79, went up up up up up!.
the view at 40th storey was awesome,
just that the air was a little polluted.
could still see the singapore flyer from there. (;
chit chatted up there.
and it was getting late, about 9 plus i guess.
cos she have to go back to school for lessons tomorrow.
so i walked her home and bus-ed back.
although it's just 2 stops away, i was lazy. ._.
currently at home blogging,
and helping my sis with her new macbook pro.
zZz, wondering why do we need 5 laptops at home.
alright i'm tired.... heading off to bed.
nights people!. (;
had lotsa fun, thanks!. (;
yueting: "<3 today! :D"
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namiko - haha, thanks mei!. linked you up le. (;
ed - yea i got selected as SL for both. i wanted helper de, but thinking about it, leader also not bad luhh. so happy we also selected for FOP. ^^Y
cynn - ya lorr, where you disappear to uh?. ;P LOL!, you saw yushan in the video?. *hee
KELLY ♥ - alright!, i will try to tag you every day de. (;
mingyuan - replied replied!. X;
RACHEL ! - lol, yea i'm the eric.Z!. haha, why lea?.
Joey - tagged and linked!. ;D
Germaine - i've linked you!. ^^
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Sunday, March 15, 2009
and i haven't updated on my malaysia trip!. X;
alright here it is.
and i won't be describing much,
shall just let the pictures do the talking!. (;
in short!. we had fun, A LOT OF FUN!. <3 
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(1) SEG Freshmen Orientation Camp 2009
You are selected to be a Student Leader!
-> There is a dry run on 19th March 2009, 10 AM @ W1 Forum. (Read the past emails/ sms for more information)
-> The camp will be on 7th and 8th April 2009, (reporting time: TBC).
(2) OSG Freshmen Orientation Programme 2009
You are selected to be a Student Leader!
-> There will be a training day conducted by the OSG on 30th March 2009, 0930 to 1730 hrs @ W1 Forum. (Read the past emails for more infomation)
-> The programme will be held on 15th to 17th April 2009, (reporting time: TBC).
movie with yueting(; tomorrow!. ;D
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Saturday, March 14, 2009
the boy kept the biggest and the most beautiful marble aside and gave the rest to the girl. the girl gave him all her sweets as she had promised.
that night, the girl slept peacefully. but the boy couldn't sleep as he kept wondering if the girl had hidden some sweets from him the way he had hidden his best marble.
if you don't give your hundred percent in a relationship, you'll always keep doubting if the other person has given his or her hundred percent.
*give your hundred percent to everything you do and sleep peacefully.
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Friday, March 13, 2009
i collected my watch yesterday!.
missed her so much!,
it's been 2 months and 10 days.
i can now get rid of my WHATTHEFUCK watch.
hee.
one more thing.
if any of you find anything strange or weird about me,
just leave me alone k?.
if can, just stay away.
pretend you know nothing.
cos i might be suffering from schizophrenia.
schizophrenia. also known as split personailty?.
i don't know.
i'm afraid i might not know what i'm doing.
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met her at amk hub. ^^
3 of her cute classmates were there.
kangrui and his 1hour stand,
ivana and her eye for my tighs,
jeslyn and her gentle-ness with roti-pratas. ;P
cuzzie and i left after prata,
went to kallang leisure park!.
waited for bus 11 for HOURS. *faint
place was renovated, but..
still felt like a ghost town. ._.
go there only can ice skate, bowl, and k-box.
ah, arcade as well. X;
still, it's a ghost town. >.<
so we walked around and lol, supermarket-ed!.
what else can we do there.
left KLP and uh, we got lost.
AND AND THIS STUPID VAN WANTED TO BANG US DOWN LUH.
lucky i pulled cuzzie forward.
we found our bus stop and there was only bus 16. o.O
so we boarded the bus and we arrived at suntec!. ;D
then i remembered that IT Fair was going on at suntec.
so i thought of taking a look.
O.O this year's IT Fair was *flooded like siao luh,
*flooded with human beings, not water. X;
had to hold onto cuzzie in case she got lost. (;
saw zhanqing working, i think, if that's how his name is spelled.
my primary school friend. heh.
then then i also saw andy and sherry working at dunno which laptop brand.
STM uh, pai seh.
sherry thought cuzzie was my gf. *heh
after that we left, took a train to kovan.
and cuzzie OFFENDED a crime!. X;
lucky no one realised.
haha. went back home and here i am, blogging. (;
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Thursday, March 12, 2009
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Wednesday, March 11, 2009
guess i need some time alone again.
2 days in malaysia wasn't enough.
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Tuesday, March 10, 2009
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Sunday, March 08, 2009
you were the one
who tore me down
what you said
left me cold and out of breath
guess i let you get the best of me
you walked away
there was nothing i could say
i opened my eyes to see
that you were never the best for me
i never saw it coming
i should have started running
a long time ago
i'm better off without you
more than you know
it's really over
i'm finally getting better
and i'm picking up the pieces
putting my heart back together
i thought i'll never get through
i got over you
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Friday, March 06, 2009
hmm. thanks everyone who tagged. (; i really appreciated it. thanks to those who cared. ^^ i'm alright. and yea i will be out of town this weekend, which is tomorrow and sunday. so that means i will not be coming online for 2 days, miss me k people!. hee. now waiting for zh and asw to come over to my place, cos they are staying over tonight!, as we're gonna leave SG very early tomorrow. oh ya did i mention that they are tagging along with my family?. no i didn't. ._. my siblings will not be going, so yea there should be enough space for them. (; i guess it's the first time i'm going overseas with my classmates?. as in with my family. haha. can't wait can't wait!. alright we'll take lots of pictures!. come back can blog. ^^ till then, i will miss you people!. <3
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Monday, March 02, 2009
true love never dies as we see in our eyes, only when we let go that we can truly say goodbye.
real loss only occurs when you lose something that you love more than yourself.
i thought i loved her, but she had to break my heart for me to know what true love really is.
a break up is like a broken mirror.
it is better to leave it broken than to hurt yourself trying to fix it.
i should have been more careful.
it's a horrible thing to see your lost love walk past you with another guy, and it's the worst thing to know that you made a mistake in letting her go.
i was finally getting over you and actually believing i didn't need you.
i was finally accepting you had another guy.
then you smiled at me and ruined it all.
don't ever give up if you still want to try, don't ever wipe your tears if you still want to cry.
don't ever settle for an answer if you still want to know.
don't ever say you don't love her if you can't let her go.
how can i forget you when you’re always on my mind?.
how can i not want you when your all i want by my side?.
how can i let you go when i can't see us apart?.
how can i not love you when you control my heart?.
learn to love someone who would never make you cry.
if she hurts you real bad, then why don't you just say goodbye.
i thought that by telling myself and everyone else that i hated you.
that sooner or later i would come to believe it.
but i now realize that by lying, it makes me want you even more.
loving someone is learning to let go.
when speaking of lost love, time may heal all wounds, but there will always be scars.
no matter how much it'll hurt me to see you, my most loved lost one, all that i wish is to look into your eyes once again.
i'm not saying there wasn't anything wrong, i just didn't think you'd ever get tired of me.
i'm not saying we ever had the right to hold on, i just didn't wanna let it get away from me.
what do you live for when all you were living for is gone?.
a distant cry is love lost, but the sound of laughter is one that'll last forever, whatever that may be.
take a look at what you have.
think of all you did to get it.
remember it only takes one second to lose.
fate brought you back to me, this time i won't let you leave.
i'm gonna love you until the end.
loving you was easy, losing you was hard.
loving you is still easy, but knowing you are no longer mine, is the hardest of it all.
one day you'll love me, the way i loved you.
one day you'll think of me the way i thought of you.
one day you'll cry for me, the way i cried for you.
i thought i'd forget you, but i guess i forgot to.
once you find someone you really love, try your hardest not to lose them, because you will never get over the feeling of loneliness.
a lost love is never lost unless what's lost is the love for your lover.
you said you didn't want to see me get hurt, so does that mean you closed your eyes when i cried?.
don't say we're not right for each other, the way i see it, we're not meant for anyone else.
i cry because i think of how pathetic i am, and i cry because i think i'll be crying forever.
the biggest mistake in my life that i have ever done was to let you go.
and, now i realize that you will never come back to me.
some people say the worst way to miss someone is when they are right next to you and you know you can't have them, but it's worse when you thought you didn't want them anymore and then all of a sudden you realize you can't live without them.
the worst thing is holding on to someone who doesn't want to be held on to.
i can't believe she's gone, i thought love would last but i was wrong.
days continue to pass, stars continue to shine.
why do i have tears in my eyes today when she was NEVER mine?.
a million words wouldn't bring you back.
i know because i've tried.
neither would a million tears.
i know because i've cried!.
there's only one thing i regret doing, loving the girl who didn't love me, and forgetting the one who did.
it's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone, when you're heart still does.
love is letting go of the one you love, hoping that they will come back to you when they realize what they have lost.
the time runs slowly...just like my tears.
should i hate you because you hurt me?.
or should i love you because you made me feel special?.
it is now one of my biggest regrets in this life: not to have seen the extent of your love for me.
i will never regret loving you, only believing you loved me too.
when you have loved unconditionally one man and lost that love, it leaves a wound that never heals, a sad and broken heart, a void forever.
we cannot beg someone to stay if they want to leave and be with someone else.
we have to admit that love doesn't give us the license to own a person.
this is what love means...sacrifice.
if the truth was told instead of a lie, then the pain would go away sooner and not hurt as much.
it really hurts when you expected so much more from the person you once loved so much.
if you can't save the relationship, at least save your pride.
falling in love is awfully simple, but falling out of love is simply awful.
the saddest thing in life is loving someone who used to love you.
no one realizes the beauty of love, until you lose it.
why do we wait until it is too late?.
why do we let someone else have what we were too scared to reach out and take?.
the most painful thing is to be sitting right next to the person you love most, but never being able to let them know.
deep down you knows it's best for yourself, but you hate the thought of her being with someone else.
sometimes i wish i had never met you because then i could go to bed at night not knowing there was someone like you out there.
i wish i was a kid again, because skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.
when i go away please listen, for the wind will bring you my words of goodbye.
people say that love doesn't cost, but then again, why do so many people pay for it?.
why do things have to pass you by?.
the things that are so irreplaceable, they seem to run by without giving us the chance to see how much we've just lost.
if i can't have you, at least i was able to know i had you.
the one who makes me the happiest, is always the one who is already taken.
i wish you could look at me and see the person you once loved instead of the person you have grown to hate.
someday you'll know, that i was the one for you.
don't make my mistake.
don't let yourself be so angry that you stop loving.
because one day you'll wake up from that anger, and the person you love will be gone.
now i believe it when people say love is blind... 'cause i must have been blind to love a person like you.
if you love someone, let them go.
if they come back to you, they're yours.
if they don't, they never were...
i decided to republish this post.
yea, just felt like sharing.
always remember this,
if you love someone, let them go.
if they come back to you, they're yours.
if they don't, they never were...
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